All about Expectations

3 days have passed, since Piggy started serving its one year bond. Hee.... My family and I visited a few places to give out red packets to our relatives' children. Not many people gave me and my brothers red packets, as we are working adults. Some relatives are asking the same questions year after year, reflecting their ignorance. They assumed that things should develop according to their forecasts. Any changes would not be acceptable to them.

Last year, they were told that my 4 year relationship has ended. They were unhappy that they couldnt see her before we ended. This year, they were curious why I dont have a stead. If I do have a stead, they expect us to settle down within one year. If I dont settle down, they would say I am fooling around. If I am fooling around, they would say I am not young anymore. If I want to remain single, they would tell their children not to follow my footsteps. They are the prosecutors and I am the accused on the stand.

When it's time for a small gambling session, I would opt out. By not joining their game, they would spite me with indirect remarks that I am stingy. I am silent, but my ears are opening wide. I would rather donate to any charity than lose a single cent to them. Despite their "pulling" efforts, they still cant get me involved. :P

There were some new faces around. One of my cousins brought his gf to see my grandparents. She was accessed as a pre-candidate for Miss Singapore Universe 2007. The panel of judges was formed by my aunties. They judged based on body beauty, speech ability, character and qualification. Fortunately, I dont have to cast my vote to support anyone. Lol.

It could well be her last

This is a special day for lovers. This occasion was more significant for the last 5 years. I couldnt resist the thought of making her day sweeter by sending my ex a bouquet. When I reached office this morning, I am still wondering if the delivery was made to her last evening. Her "thank you" sms answered my curiosity. At that moment, I could feel that she was smiling.

A 2nd sms came from her. She didnt like the idea of me sending her bouquet and it wont be a good cause for reconciliation between us. Can she be more tactful in her wordings? I forgive her immaturity for deriving that statement, but assured her that it was a simple gift to make her day pleasant. Her self-centred character would not appreciate romantic items. Neither am I going to plead for more sarcasm in future years.

There was another person whom I could please and get her appreciation. She was indeed surprised to see my gift on her work desk this morning. I was discreet in my moves. Lol. Before the day was over, she handed me a box of sweet chocolates. Too sweet that I dont have the heart to try it. Hehe. Different ladies, one after another, in my dept received bouquets from their own bfs. Everyone was a winner, especially the suppliers.

Can work be so important forever??

It should have been a pleasant evening with her. Having waited slightly more than a year for this meal with her, I had her assurance a few days ago that she could make it. This morning, I was in high spirits. Mum was informed I wont be having dinner at home. She guessed I had a date with her. Past noon, I received her sms. She had last min work asking to postpone the date to probably Monday. The word probably appeared bigger than the other wordings in her sms. Can I say no to her? I had to accept, just like in the past. She never compromise whenever her work is involved. If I say I must meet her, she will just ignore me. I didnt have the right to choose. The only route I was given, was to leave her alone and suffer in silence.

I couldnt let myself down for just one incident. The urge to go shopping came. I went to one shopping mall. Entered a boutique and a salesgirl came to help me. Usually, I would prefer to shop without any help. I made an exception. It was her lucky day too, as I made quite a handful of purchases. Not forgetting my hamster, I headed for the petshop to buy him new toys. Reached home with big bags in my hands. Mum is still wondering why I am in such a good mood. Lol.