Nokia 6260 demise, Motorola V3i emerges

This morning I woke up pondering on whether my mobile should be going to the scrapyard. It has been performing below par, as I have to charge 4 times in the past 4 days. Seems battery life has been unstable and phone hanged sometimes. I was browsing the M1 webpage for other models. I think I should not be going for the low-end ones anymore. I had several options on hand:
1) Sony Ericsson W900i
2) Motorola V3i
3) Nokia 8800
I did some cashflow calculations and managed to set a budget of $800, nothing more but the lesser the merrier. I went to the M1 shop at Westmall to view the above models and requested some info about purchasing each models based on different situations. Most of the situations either exceeded my budget or upgrading of existing plan was needed. I had an intention to jump ship to Starhub, when my M1 contract has lapsed. The reason is I will enjoy hubber bonus for having the mobile line, to go with my Maxonline and MaxTV. Hence, upgrading of plan is a no no. The final decision is Motorola V3i. Considering trade-in as the best alternative, I would actually get a rebate of $250 for the N6260. Although it has been with me for over a year, it was parting time. Haha. The intention was to purchase it at full retail price less my trade-in. When it was my turn to be served, the sales officer recommended that I purchased the phone with the M kit. This would further reduce the overall costs by another $35. I thought I looked too honest for her not to recommend such a nice offer. :p Without hesitation, I accepted the offer and surrendered over my N6260. Within less than 20 mins, I am finished with the procedures and got my new mobile. Yuppie. Came home playing with the functions and familiarise myself with the keystrokes via smsing with my fren. I hope this phone would not disappoint me, as I never held a Motorola model in my entire mobile life. For the time being, I would be pining my hopes on you.

Really Fearless???

Based on the life of Martial Artsmaster Huo Yuanjia (1868-1910), this biopic is set during the late 1800's to early 1900's, a pivotal period in China's history, when the whole country is shrouded under increasing internal turmoil and the imminent threat of foreign invasion. Huo Yuanjia begins the story as a cocky, young Martial Arts practitioner with only one thing in his mind, to become the best at his craft at all costs. His quest eventually leads to a tragedy when he mistakenly kills an opponent whose disciples consequently slaughter Huo's whole family for revenge. A distraught and heartbroken Huo flees to the countryside, determined to abandon everything he ever wanted and believed in. He then spends considerable time in a remote mountain village anonymously, where he relearned all the things that matter in life while taking refuge with an old lady and her half blind granddaughter. He returns to the city to make amends with his turbulent past, and gets swept up in a violent, fight to the death Martial Arts tournament to defend China's honor against foreign aggressors.

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I had to catch this movie by myself, as all my siblings were happily gambling. I don't find the joy of playing cards with so many people cramped around one table. From the title of the film, you should expect the leading actor to be fearless. But, it was not the case. He was actually afraid of losing, which explained his route to being undefeated. After he lost his family just to exact revenge for his disciple, he found that he had not heed his mum's advice on practising wushu. He regained himself in a village life. Soonafter, he remedied what he has done wrong by fighting for the pride of all chinese. The fighting scenes were the more captivating aspects of this near 2 hours long movie. While in the theatre, there was a couple kissing in front of me during the screening. I was thinking maybe both of them chose the wrong film and location. Nonetheless, I enjoyed the film with a hotdog combo to go along. An sms from her to make my choice of a pig, piglet or her. The reply was obviously her. Haha. Dunno how she was blushing to see my reply.

Sleepless night

Took a nap in last evening to help me to keep awake for the night. The beep sms to call came. I tried all the numbers possible, but couldn't reach her. Her house number was the last alternative and discovered that she was not in. My heart started pounding. It was a mere 10 mins from the sms to my call and she cant be contacted. Was there something urgent, which she has to attend to? Did something happen to her? At 1.33am, I sent one sms. At 3.30am, I sent another. I have reached my limit, and had to close my eyes. Every hour, I would take a peep of any incoming sms. But, there was nothing. At the time of this posting, I have not hear from her. I hope she is alright and not make me worry further. Hope to get her reply soon.

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

Welcome to the Year of Dog. Though I am not with the girl, I hope her life will prosper in her year. See how lovely the 2 doggies are? Too bad I am not one of them. Haha. I was awaken in the early hours to get prepared for an annual temple visit at Zion Road. If anyone of you know of this pic?? The duration took about an hour, before we made our way to my grandma's place. My grandpa sat beside me as I was munching the goodies on display. Suddenly, he said, "Why ur relationship of 4 years just ended?" My mind was a total blank. I know my grandparents didn't expect it to happen. All I responded was, "The situation was quite different from that of yours and grandma. If things cant work out, there is always an ending." It was a relief that there was no visitor, otherwise I could hear all the nasty things from the 三姑六婆. I wish they could understand my predicament and let the matter rest. At noon, we travelled in my bro's car to my big aunt's place in Yishun. We waited and waited, but only my 3rd aunt's family dropped by. Seems rather quiet, but we understand that the reason for my 2nd aunt's family absence. Came home at about 5 pm, and I went to purchase Mac for my family's dinner. Witnessed my brother abusing his gf again. Why she has to be so submissive to him? I am still questioning myself, but I won't interfere in their matters. The break will happen someday, which I am positive of. I had the Chicken Fantastic value meal, and felt the taste is still ok despite hearing negative feedback from others. Another day has passed swiftly and I am still waiting for her beep to call.

Working CNY Eve

Why does my working saturday has to fall on CNY eve? To make things worse, it seems a lot of people is not around. Performing multiple backups for half a day. Its rather an unbalanced arrangement, as my alternate saturday only has 3 pax, compared to 7 in the other shift. I just have to make do with what I can cope with. There are 2 customers' cars to be delivered by the sales today, and I have to prepare the documents also. I forgot to submit a statistics survey for the Singapore Dept of Statistics, which I hope my submission today would still be helpful. Lunch has been catered for everyone by the company, which could at least solve my hunger till reunion dinner at night. I agreed to pick up the goodies prepared for me from her, before I came home. Appreciate her effort to prepare those and my mum was asking me who gave those. I tink she would have guessed it, but just a confirmation needed. But, I was only smiling to her. I had to try those tomorrow, as I am quite full after the heavy lunch. Had a simple reunion dinner, but I didn't consume much. My eldest brother is not in SG for the new year for the 2nd year in running. I am wondering how many years it will be like this. Went to withdraw some money for the household and bought some satay along the way back. I have been working hard and didn't spend much time with my family, so it's a small gesture to show some appreciation of their support of my work and studies.

Crazy but consolation

Anyone is wondering where I was the last 2 days? I had been caught in office facing stacks of work. I came into the office today, hoping things wont turn bad. Both my seniors are not around, which means I am the next backup for both of them. I had applied for half day leave to see my fren, as well as to relax myself. The whole week has been chaotic, and this break was a much needed one. The half day before noon was so packed, that I am sighing every 5 mins. I guessed all my good colleagues were worried for me. I am always trying my best to do whatever I can, even when I know I cant. God has to bless me for working so hard.
In the noon at 1pm, I was in a rush to meet her. But, my FC held me back to do something urgent again. Why must it always happen when I hope nothing will? I was fuming, but keeping cool to finish it for her. She just won't understand why I am so determined to go. She can enter the office at 11am every morning and expect people to rush things for her. Even my lunchtime was jeopardised on several occasions due to her. I met her at the platform as always, and saw her new look. She had done it for the new year, which I felt its different. Girls like to have a different hairdo every new year. Hehe. We went to the restaurant that we both wished to try the food. It is usually packed on weekends, but we got in relatively easy. Wanted to try almost everything on the menu, but it was too much for both of us. My appetite has a certain limit, and work has spoilt it further. Wondered why the food was attracting her to taste it like in a commercial ad? After filling our tummy, we went for some window shopping to see what she is lacking for this new year. I am contented with what I have bought last week. At one moment, I mentioned I was admiring her feet more than what she was trying on. Haha. She smiled while turning away. We ended up at Raffles City to have our dinner. It was a long walk from our starting location, but I couldn't feel it with her around. We both agreed that the half day seems like a full day spent together. I couldn't see her home, but she understood that it was pretty late. I have to work even on CNY eve. Is God trying to kill my work passion?

What is she teaching???

It was pretty chaotic at work, as the despatch failed to deposit all the cheques and cash. It will be a big headache, as the total was about $2M. I bet my FC will be jumping on everyone's head, if she comes to know about it. That's the problem for reducing 2 despatch to 1, and expect him to be ultra efficient. I tink he must be in the same predicament as I am. I just give up on trying further, thats all. For my own matters, I couldn't wait any longer for the delay. I had to rush to class, but my mind is unrest. Should I go or should I stay? Called the sales personnel to pick up their own cases. Took a taxi down to Starhub Cuppage for my classes. As I enter the classroom, it was already packed. Had to settle down and gobble down my sandwich. I love chicken mayonnaise. Today's topic is rather complex based on previous experiences. To make things worse, the lecturer actually assumed we had a strong foundation. It was just a lame excuse to make your life easier. We paid for your lectures, u know? The lesson ended to my half-hearted understanding. I have plentiful work and study to catch up. Setting some challenges for tomorrow.

Blues Blues

Felt refreshed after a relaxing weekend, hoping that this week will pass by swiftly. I have a goal on friday to work towards, which might require more effort in this earlier half of the week. Had to prepare the weekly report for submission and processed several customers' cases on hand for registration. I believe my fellow sales colleagues know that they are on their own from now on, as I started showing them signs of reluctance to cater to everyone. I had provided too much time for their work, which resulted in my own accounts being put to a halt. No one will understand my passion for accounting work. My deadline I set for myself is to finish it before CNY. After CNY, a new chapter would begin. Stayed in office till 10pm, but no cab in sight to hail. Instead, a hired cab stopped to pick me up. Rather weird to encounter this. Nonetheless, I just wanted to get home quickly. She was out meeting people, but still replied my sms. Waiting to call her to know that she has reached home safely.

Busy like a Bee

Playing basketball early morning and met new opponents on the ground. Had great matchups one after another, but my team actually triumph in many situations. I guessed we were firing from all cylinders. Came back home and heard my mum mentioning about doing spring cleaning. As always, my brothers try to avoid by running out. Seeing my parents in a dismay, I offered to scrub all the floor tiles in the house myself. At the same time, they will be drying up the wet floor once I have scrubbed. Not an easy task, but it is the least I can do for them during weekends. At 2.30 pm, I have cleared the cleaning and planned to run some errands. To shorten the travelling time, I requested to use my bro's car. Why he agreed so willingly? Very funny, but I found out that his petrol tank was near empty when I started the engine. So, I had no choice but to top up $20 worth of petrol for him. I went to pass some goodies to my fren, then to Jurong Point to shop for my pants. Time was so tight, that I entered and exit John Little in a mere 10 mins. In total, I bought some socks, a belt and 2 pairs of pants. It costs a neat $78, which I feel is worthwhile. After that, the tailor just below my block had to alter my pants before I can wear them. Just barely made it home at 5.30pm, which is my deadline. However, no one is getting ready to go for the reunion dinner. I am very upset that all my elders are behaving like small kids and making a fuss out of things. I forced everyone to attend regardless of their stupid excuses. End of the dinner, I had to go back alone via MRT but she was there to accompany me using her sms. I think I said a lot of things which may confuse or trouble her, but with one intention that she will be happy always. As for me, I am just another ordinary guy to appear in her life. If those things did touched her heart, it would be pleasant. If it didn't, let those become a memory to be kept forever.

Lovely Saturday

It has been quite a while, since I had a pre-arrangement to meet up with a fren on a saturday. Without her, I would be returning to office to work. Haha. We met up at 12 pm on the mrt platform which we always do. Listening to radio station 933 and its broadcasting all the sad songs. Feel like tears wanted to start rolling. There she appears in front of me, and my smile to her just surfaced. We reached our destination and went to have our lunch at a westernised restaurant. Having cosy seats to go along with our lunch, it was a nice relaxation to start off our weekend. I wanted to cover the bill due to a performance incentive given by my M recently. I didn't expect the payout to me, as I have given notice of my intention to leave. But, my M was certain that my efforts in 2005 should be rewarded. We went for a movie as planned. After that, a brief walk around the mall, and came across a handphone sling, which I found slightly unique. She mentioned that it has been popular for quite sometime back, but I just didn't notice it. She was searching for something else, and I waited outside the shop for her. A while later, she wanted to see how my mobile was like. Then, she took out from her wallet the same sling, which I had a fancy for. I was speechless, though it was only a small item. I attached it while she went to the ladies. She was taking some photos along the walkway and noticed this sling dangling out from my pouch. Hehe. She was meeting someone else in the evening, which I agreed to walk her there. We parted but the time since we met seems so long ago. I went to chinatown to get some bbq pork for the new year before taking the train home.

Email surprise

My hands were full of document handling, until I saw an email with the subject "Lets Meet Up". The sender was none other than her. Seems lady luck has been smiling on me, ever since the sadness has subsided. I wish I am not dreaming. It was an invitation to join her for dinner, which I had mentioned the night before. Actually, it should be an overtime workday. I couldn't bear to reject her, which resulted in my acceptance. Time passes, and shortly before knock off, I was jammed by sales personnel again. A total crack down and I shouted "Ahhhhhh". Everyone was so stunned by my actions, as I am cool-headed in managing my work. Didnt want to be bothered anymore, and I packed things up to meet her. Seeing her crossing the road, and I feel so relaxed. We had a long walk to our dining place, enjoying the atmosphere and her company. The meal was filling, but the moment spent together was more precious. I walked her home as usual, and headed home soon after. Reaching home, we continued our conversation from where we left off earlier.

Rush for time

My mind was tuned to work, as I have unfinished work all lying on my desk. Having classes tonight, and saw a sms reminder at 4.30pm about knocking off on the dot. Thanks for it, but it didnt serve much help due to last min matters which block my exit. The SM started to pester me for the COE bidding form. I did some costing for those cases and made some sales personnel topup for their customers. They hate me everytime I do costing. Haha. Composed email to remind them to start working on their cases. Anyone who chooses to slack will have a tougher time from me than before, though I am still the nice me. :) Did admin matters, but couldn't do my accounts. Why is my life so messed up by work? I do accounts due to my liking for figures, but couldn't concentrate on it. The days are counting and the managers are not acting on my advance notice. If my guess is right, they will suffer more if they persist. Is it so hard to get someone in for me to hand over my things properly? Had lesson proper in the evening, but work has drained my brainpower. She is waiting for my call, once I am back home.

Little Tots

Saw a recent photo taken by a group. Never knew they were still in contact, but I guess I am being avoided. No reply sms, no reply email. I tried many ways but nothing happened. How did things turn out this manner? There was a meeting in the noon, but I was left out. What does it mean? Came home from work and was expecting someone. However, she has no response. Tried to sms and call, but to no avail. I hope everything was fine with her, and she knew I was looking high n low for her. Maybe, she was just tired. Started to recall what I said last night. Seemed like I was possessed. Can anyone judge me by my cover or by knowing me further? My fav quote is "You never know me until u really know me". I am a genuine person, but always got misunderstood. Maybe my questions were too demanding or harsh. I didnt know if I should be asking in the first place. Likewise, I don't wish to be labelled a kaypoh. Things are certainly not moving, but I hope I can be of any help.

Taxing Sunday

Moved out from my home at 8.30am, hoping there won't be hiccups for my journey to Starhub Cuppage. So early, yet so packed in the train. It didn't matter as I was alone listening to my dance mp3. Reached centrepoint around 9.20am and still got time for a quick breakfast at Mac. A long time since i had Mac breakfast. Looking at a diet article and discovered so much fats content in the whole menu. Nevertheless, it is still my fav fast food restaurant since I was born. Savouring the aroma of the coffee makes me awake for my lessons at 10am. Another 6 hours of lecture awaiting my attendance. The classroom was filled with all ladies and I was the first guy to arrive early. Took the usual seat and got my notes out to wait for the lesson to start. Paul arrived shortly. Lesson proper and the chapter is an exciting one about foreign sourced income and the tax reliefs available. Didn't manage to grasp this topic since i started studying tax. Lunch break and Paul was getting ready to go. We had to fill our tummy at the food court on the 2nd floor. My sense of taste was fading and it is an indication that Mr Sick would be coming to visit me. Paul finished his lunch and was happily on the phone talking to a she. Didn't know who it was, but he was smiling. After I finished my meal, I got him to start heading back to classroom and he was still on the line. I was tired and didn't want to talk to the person on his mobile though he insisted. Seated at my desk, I saw her sms that she was sad that I didnt want to talk to her. Didnt quite get the meaning, as I would be happy to speak to her. I asked Paul who was on the line and he told me. Made a mistake about the person's identity and apologised to her. Class ended at 5 pm and I took bus no. 106 to go home. Many passengers on board, managed to secure a seat and caught some sleep throughout. A few hours to spend before my bedtime and I read her blog to try to know more about what went wrong. From whatever I can analyse, I think the guy is playing an excellant role in the courtship, but where is the wrong move? How about myself? Can I play a better role? I failed before, but will I fail again? Some thoughts which I can't answer for myself...

Mystery Solved

Had to tackle 7 vehicles to be delivered by today and it was no laughing matter. Trying to prepare the invoices in time for a timely delivery. An email notification popped up. The sender was her. Another short message to keep me going for the half day. I hoped she would be available after she is done with her things. Still trying to recall what the mystery thing was that I am supposed to receive. Had a weird instruction from M to sign on the invoices which I issued. Asked several times before if M wants to sign, and pushed back to me in the end. Had an argument with the despatch about missing deposit slips, but kept my cool to resolve the issue. Served the sales who were dying to deliver their vehicles, and got compliments for my systematic handling of documents. Hope it will be an example to them to make the future person's job easier. At 3.20pm, my mobile was ringing. Hearding her voice was smoothing and relaxing. I asked if she wanted to meet up, since it was time for me to knock off to go home. We wanted to try Harbourfront, since we both haven't taken our lunch. Along the way, I asked if my guess of the mystery item was right and saw her shy reaction. Had pasta and pizza @ Pastamania, but my taste bug wasn't working well. Hehe. But, I selected the right choice of spagetti for her. Nice try. Left to walk around the mall, after a big noisy group came. A short while later, I walked her home from our present location. It was a long walk, but surely not as long as the Great Wall of China. The time could not be more well-spent, than idling at home after a day's work. Have to prepare notes for tomorrow class.

Friday the 13th

This day was meant to be unlucky for me from past experiences. I was expecting to see an email in my office when I arrived. Opened my mailbox eagerly to see if that sender's name was there. The message was slightly longer, but I am contented jus to see a simple email. A sales colleague was asking about her mum's home cooked food, which she offered me for my dinner last night. I was teasing if her mum did asked who the food was intended for. I was grateful to her for saving my hunger and wished for more to come. Had a long chat about managing people with my AM. He mentioned that some people are a pain in the neck and tough managing them. Being a friend and holding a higher position, it is very hard to insist on things when you consider friendship. I am facing this situation myself and is learning to cope with it. Too focused on my work without knowing that it's time to knocked off. Ignoring my friends who joked about my staying back, I just carried on. When my FC is about to leave, I would be helping her to carry her things to her car. However, I was discussing things with a sales girl at the same moment. Never will I expect to hear my FC telling her to wait until I have helped her carried her things!! It is very ridiculous for a pioneer to command respect, when you don't respect your own staff. I did not have much choice, since she is my top. When I returned from the errand, the sales girl consoled me for being in a tough position. I am becoming more upset and an early submission is hovering in my mind. Sms my fren about this matter and received immediate response. I was told to go back early to rest, but tomorrow is not a half day for me anymore.

Surprises after surprises

While opening my office email, a surprise email came from a close friend. A morning well wishes coming from someone who has fasten my heartbeat before. Never thought that I would be able to see it even in office. A little thought which would be encouraging to me. Had several phone calls from sales executives rushing me to help them to register their customers' vehicles. Even they felt that I am a new man. Perhaps I should be appearing on New Man Magazine soon. Haha. They all learned about my breakup previously and the huge impact that hit me. I am one who wont like to hide my feelings from within. But, they never expect to see a change from my quiet personality to a friendly one. When did I start to smile to others who stressed me? Perhaps from my fren's influence to smile always. I see my life coming to a turning point. It was a dark tunnel previously, but I managed to find a exit from it. Received a call from an unexpected person in the noon and was shocked again. How did she manage to locate me? But, it couldn't have come at a better timing. It was touching to know that she has the thought of looking for me. Cheers. In the evening, I had a short conversation with my FC, who asked me about my gf suddenly. Hesitated for a moment, but told her the facts. She understood that it was tough to recover from it. But, I got her well wishes to further my studies. Got a few phone calls to remind me to go back early. I have never got such sweet reminders in the past.....

Head or Heart Aches???

Reaching office at the usual time and started organising my things well to get me going. Plenty of unfinished work, but my mood was unusual. Sighing was my norm in this situation. However, I smiled looking at the stack and just sat down to clear folders after folders. Sales started to picked up and the GM was glad that I am back to coordinate things. Got his understanding that I need time to backtrack things before I can furnish him with the appropriate info. At noon time, I had murtabak for lunch. Jus wanted to try something different. Sms fren to see how things are going on. There is something which keeps me smiling, regardless of the frustrations that I faced. My lunch buddies were saying I started 2006 as a different person. I think the thought of letting things take its course is coming to my mind and my smile is due to the removal of the bottleneck. But, I will complete my things before I say goodbye. My FC asked me about my intention to go, and I ascertained that I have never been more decisive. Left office waiting for taxi under heavy rain. Sms fren to highlight that the floor is slippery and be careful.

Reporting for Duty

Got on the train at 7.40 am at my station to head for Queenstown. Alighted and took a stroll to Komoco Building (Hyundai). It has been a week since my day will start like this. I like the feeling of looking smart in office wear, especially due to my profession. I was thinking of how my colleagues are missing my presence in the office. Rather foolish, as everyone cares for themselves. A relief to see my work desk neat and tidy, except for a fully stacked in-tray. I learnt that the sales has been held to a standstill, as they never got the chance to approach my colleague to help in the admin matters. I sympathized them, though I knew they deserved that for not being independent. Being the Mr Nice guy that I am in their eyes, I called their supervisor to arrange for each sales person to see me in an orderly manner to allow me to better focus on individual cases. Very messy indeed, but had to clear it regardless of the time required. Got an email from a fren informing us of his last day with us, and I wished him luck.
Received a call to meet up in the evening. It was sweet. With that in mind, I motivated myself to speed up clearing the rest of the work. My belief is if you have a goal, you will achieve more. At about 6.30pm, I was rushing for time and had to leave via taxi. Before leaving, I remembered about bringing my windbreaker due to cold weather. Got to my destination and went around to shop for CNY clothings while waiting. Waited and played with sms to kill time. Saw a few couples having arguments, and recalled my past memories. I got some CNY cards to prepare for mailing to my friends. Have you got yours? I always make use of CNY to remember that valentine's day is shortly after it. But, I have no more valentine. I hope I won't crack down looking at couples on 14 Feb. Met my fren around 7.45pm and had a quick but filling dinner. It was the first time I met up wearing office wear, wondering if I am presentable. Haha. As the night was early and tomorrow is a public holiday, we went for a movie together, which ended around 11pm. Decided to see her home, as it is dangerous for a person to be walking alone at such late hours. Managed to catch all the last trains to give me a smooth ride home. Reaching home, everyone was sleeping soundly, Made a phone call and did a declaration, which I didnt know if it is right or wrong. I just wanted to let it off my chest. I hope it won't result in a bad consequence.

End of a love story

The day was 23 Sep 2001. A guy approached a girl having know her for a few months. They were walking along a quiet walkway outside Marina Square. Suddenly, he held her hands and she wept. From then on, every single meeting was special. They tried to develop a future together, and things were smooth till the guy came out of NS. It was 22 Feb 2003. He got a decent job with her encouragement and took on his part time degree course. He saved and work hard, hoping for a nice future with her. Within the next two years, frequent disagreements and quarrels surfaced. Everytime the topic of marriage popped up, she was reluctant to discuss and avoided it. She has the youth and wanted to enjoy more singlehood. He always dream of having a family of his own and makes plans for the future. A clash of objectives. She wanted all good things to evolve around her. He was just a shadow, following and supporting her all along. Both felt like giving up, as things got out of hand. On 6 Nov 2005, they agreed to go on separate ways. This marked the next stage of their lives. He felt that it would be better if she can live more happily. She also wanted him to forget about her and find a better girl. It was after 2 months on 7 Jan 2006 that he read about a posting of a dedication with a rose to this girl. It was extremely disheartening. Did she accept another relationship so shortly after the previous one of 4 years has just ended? The nice words that she left behind could only be a deceit. Maybe the new guy has appeared way before they ended and the relationship would not have dragged on. Only she knows..........

What Does You Birth Month Reveal About You?

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and
organized. Likes to point out people's
mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet
but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but
not always honest. Does work well. Very
confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Must control oneself when
criticizing. Able to motivate oneself.
Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive.
Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly
shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.

Steaming on Rainy Day

In the morning. I witnessed my dad shouting at my bro and his gf for over usage of utilities for the month of Dec. Ever since his gf stayed at our place, we noticed the bill was escalating month after month. But, December was the worst. Water usage went up 75% more than the previous month, whereas electricity was 50% more. The reason for that was clear to everyone. I cant blame my dad for blowing his top, since they both are taking things for granted. I am always on my own without anyone bothering me. Haha.

The weather became temperamental in the noon and had showers occasionally. I had to meet my camp buddies for a steamboat dinner as scheduled. The location was Bugis Genuine Chong Qin Steamboat. We had a great time sharing the silly situations each of us met while in camp. It seems that place is rather popular among chinese nationals. I was ignorant of their spoken language, which could be from one of china provinces I guessed. The bill came and they overcharged us for 1 pax, which was discovered by me. This is the benefit for having an accounts personnel around. The food was so so, but we had to depart for home shortly after 8 pm. Hehe.

Reached home and worked through my daily cash flow. I found that the amounts owing by others have been stagnant and did some debt collection reminders via sms. Cash will be of utmost importance for the subsequent few months, which explains my close monitoring and controls.

Big Bang for 2006

Just got back home from a gruelling 4 days reservist. Time to get updates from reading everyone's blogs. Darl, Rebec and Paul all have pretty heavy emotions when I was away. As I always will say, stay calm and solve any problem with a quiet mind. I know carrying it out is not simple in many circumstances, but I wish everyone can tide over their problems and stay close in times of need. I shall be documenting down my past few days happenings to share:

3 Jan (In Processing Day)

I reached camp early at 7.30 and was directed to the exact reporting location. Upon reaching destination, I found that the directional signs had messed up by leading people to a big u turn, instead of a direct way. Too bad I am a victim already. Haha. And carrying my big load for such a distance is no laughing matter. Had a lot of admin matters such as room and equipment allocation to process and briefings occurs continously one after another. Had a good sleep and expecting more to come.

4 Jan (IPPT and IMT Day)

We had to gather for our IPPT at 7.30 am sharp. However, the programme was delayed due to many not cooperating well enough. It is understandable, as many is learning to adapt to the early hours of waking up. I had my fair shot at passing the test, but I guessed my body conditioning was not good enough to yield the results. In the noon, we had a practice on the computer shooting simulator to get everyone accustomised to the actual day sequence. It was more like an arcade for everyone to get serious matters off your mind. It was raining heavily and we hope for tomorrow is a sunny one.

5 Jan (Range Day)

Today is our combat shooting day. The package was a special one, which everyone have not attempted in our NS days. In the past, everything is about individual performance. Today, a group of six have to excel together to get similar results. Imagine your pals having to engage targets for u when u are short of bullets. My good pals and I were in the same group and we had a lot of trust in one another. The shoot has day and night tests, which will determine a marksmanship team after the total score is out. I had a nice day shoot results, hitting all 15 targets given with all my 15 rounds. My team mates were all hoping our group can hit marksmanship. But the night shoot was unbelieveable. It was a horrible one and everyone were demoralised by our own shooting. We were all trying to find our targets, but visibly was so low and most of us just could engage any. It was a nice team effort, but disappointing results. This is the team spirit that I always wanted in all the things I do.

6 Jan (Out Processing Day)

This is my last day with my camp mates. We will miss the good times together, and carry on our civilian lives for about 7 mths till we meet again. I am having a gathering with 5 camp mates for our post reservist celebrations tomorrow, which we failed to have last year. Thanks to everyone for the good memories every incamp. Haha.

Welcome 2006!!

Mishappenings in 2005
- Collapsed due to enormous work stress and made a decisive move to change it.
- 4 yrs relationship failure leading to befriending new friends along the route of recuperation.
- Struggled with studies, even though a plan was in place. Must recitfy my bad planning.

Resolutions for 2006
- Another tough year ahead, but be optimistic and positive about things.
- Make more friends if possible, not forgetting friends who stood by me and brought me out of depression.
- Must give my best shot to finish my studies with my pal, Paul. We share the same thoughts, so we shall complement n support each other. He has stronger financial backing, while I hope I wont run out of monetary resources. Haha.

Work has come to an end, with my reservist starting on 3 Jan for a week. I wont be blogging if I am staying in camp. I will have my mobile with me, so anyone can leave me a sms if you tink of me. Hehe. Perhaps, I will have to visit the toilet and reply while in toilet cubicle. You never know how many silly things can happen. The training program is catered for a range shooting, and I shall have fun with my army mates. Busy packing things for the day and meeting my friends tomorrow.